John 20:10

Analysis & Commentary

Then the disciples went away again unto their own home (ἀπῆλθον οὖν πάλιν πρὸς αὐτοὺς οἱ μαθηταί, apēlthon oun palin pros autous hoi mathētai)—literally 'went away again to themselves.' The adverb πάλιν (palin, 'again') suggests return to where they'd been staying, likely the upper room (20:19). This anticlimactic departure—after the universe's pivotal event—shows their confusion despite John's initial belief.

The verse's simplicity masks profound psychology: what do you do after seeing empty grave clothes? They hadn't seen Jesus, only evidence requiring interpretation. The beloved disciple believed (v.8), but belief without understanding (v.9) or confirmation leaves one suspended between worlds. They return home not in unbelief but in stunned processing, waiting for what comes next. Mary, by contrast, remains (v.11)—her persistence receives greater reward.

Historical Context

The disciples were likely staying together for safety after Jesus's arrest, probably in the same upper room where they'd celebrated Passover (Mark 14:15). Their 'homes' weren't their original residences (they were Galileans in Jerusalem) but temporary lodging. The separation between their departure and Mary's remaining sets up the dramatic contrast: the male disciples investigate and leave; the woman who stays becomes the first to see the risen Lord (v.14).

Questions for Reflection

• Why do Peter and John leave after witnessing resurrection evidence, while Mary remains?
• What does 'going home' represent when your entire worldview has just been shattered?
• How do you process evidence of God's work that you can observe but not yet fully comprehend?